About Me

I got my start in Chicago as a singer-songwriter in piano bars and cabarets. Note: in East Tennessee, "cabaret" sometimes means taking off your clothes. In the rest of the world, cabaret is an intimate, usually piano-accompanied, singing performance. This, it turns out, is an important distinction. #thingsIlearnedthehardway

I went back to school in my really late thirties and ended up with an MA in music which is the best graduate degree for a songwriter (in my opinion). Since I got out of school, I got sucked into some of the best parts of real life (having a baby well after 40, and that's a whole 'nother story) and we moved from Chicago to Maryville, TN. Also, yes, a long story.

After my son was born and I emerged from the Who Was I, Again? period that is new motherhood, I have been gradually getting some semblance of a career back. It's going well. Knoxville is a whole different world from Chicago. Different venues, different music styles, different attitudes. I have met wonderful singers and musicians and been hired in strange and wonderful places. I am in my 9th season with the Knoxville Choral Society, which is everything from 140 voices strong behind the KSO singing Schubert and Mozart, to 16 women huddled backstage singing the ethereal ooohs and aaahs of "Neptune" in Holst's "Planets" (no concert dress, no curtain call: best classical gig EVER). I am also in my fifth year singing the rock&roll service at a Methodist church in Knoxville two Sundays a month. I still can't believe they pay me to do what I have always done for free. I have learned hard lessons there, made good friends there, and I love polishing my pop harmony skills in a worship environment.

After finally smacking (hard) into the realization that piano bars, cabarets, and accompanists are very hard to come by here in E. TN, I was cornered. Change or die, I told myself, and I picked up the guitar. Shudder! Really didn't want to spend (how many?) years playing an instrument badly. But I had no choice. Around that time I started thinking about writing for the commercial market. People have always said something like "it sounds like it could be on the radio" or "it should be on the radio." I put my toe in by entering some songs in our local songwriter festival competition, and one of my lyrics, well, how to put this? won. Second place.

I went to some workshops and got sucked in to the "how hard can it be" fallacy of songwriting. How hard is it to write a really good, marketable country song? Harder than you think. How hard is it to get a major label artist to record your song so that it ends up on the radio? A little bit harder than winning the lottery. But I'm hooked.

Since then it's been a couple years of Really Doing It. My job as a songwriter is writing, filling my head with the music that's out there, making room for ideas by living my life, finding and working with co-writers, recording, getting critiqued, playing live, practicing, practicing more, pitching, publicizing, looking for singers, updating, researching the legalities, mourning losses and celebrating victories. It's been brutal (I've gained 40 pounds) and it's been the best time of my life.

At this moment I have signed contracts with publishers and music libraries on most of my instrumentals and 6 or 7 pop songs. I'm close to several "indie cuts" and in the summer of 2016 I go very close to a major label cut. The above contest where I was thrilled to place second in Lyrics? I won the whole thing last year, and I learned that the world doesn't care very much about who wins songwriting contests. I have to enjoy the every day. The lows can kill me and the highs can too. I'm getting better at writing, at knowing what ideas to not pursue, at knowing who to listen to, about who my role models are not, about how to be myself in the midst of commercial hoop-jumping.

I've secured some actual placements and look forward to "seeing" my song on TV, and I am loving the writing. I've recorded my own uke tracks, am close to placing some cinematic instrumentals, gotten comfortable on the guitar, learned to co-write with artists, been flattered some, been humbled some, and every day I'm so into my job.

I'm always looking for singers with cool voices, I'm always interested in a co-write, and if it's about writing I'm all over it.

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